Open Heart

One of those days where at work all of sudden you see clearly how absolutely brutal you have been to yourself. how you made a way of life around it, using circumstances and people to dig barbed wires into your being, cleaving and cutting yourself — all of which is completely unnecessary.
you realize you have in your power the ability to choose another way.
you see two angels with trumpets above your head and gold flows through like a river into your heart and down through your sternum and into the ground.
you realize this is how it could always be if you do not hold on. and you feel so grateful for your life as tears stream down and the gold flows through your being. and you realize that this is another aspect of PEACE that you couldn’t see until now — an open heart gentle with the self and not holding on to anything….
I am committed to truth which is a wonderful and challenging set of bread crumbs to follow and get home by.
I experience reality in a very rich way — visions and so on. I am open that these experiences may not literally be what they seem — literally angels may not have been above me. But I honor that at this point this is how I see what I experience. I try to not add more — not add anything about Christianity or other established paths but just to be present to what I see is.
And I share it to share some of myself, to maybe affirm others’ experiences of reality who may have similar experiences, and perhaps to others who upon reading this story may help open the lense of the possible in their hearts.
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